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Friday, March 30, 2012

40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 31
In-Flight T.V. Shows

If this sounds ridiculous to you it's probably because you can watch T.V. whenever you want!  For me, sitting on an air conditioned plane in a somewhat comfortable chair watching an NBC sitcom is like the first step on the journey back to the first world.  Today I slept through take-off and was excited when I woke up to see Jim, Andy, and Dwight on the T.V. screen in an episode of The Office I hadn't seen!  Thank you, American Airlines, for showing The Office in-flight.  Here's hoping for Parks and Rec on the return flight to Belize!   
   



Day 30
Friendship
I don't even want to try to imagine what life would be like without friendship.  

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 29
Chacos 


I bought my chacos sandals before moving to Belize and they are probably the best investment I made.  I wear them everyday to school walking on the rocky roads.  I wear them traveling, hiking, and in the river.  They are super durable and comfortable with all adjustable straps so they fit everyone's feet perfectly!  While everyone else's shoes are falling apart down here, my chacos are doing fine, two years and they still have plenty of life left in them!  Yes, I know this sounds like an advertisement for Chacos.  I'm okay with that because they are really that great.  chacousa.com if you're interested (no, unfortunately I'm not getting a commission) 
  

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 28
My Umbrella

Umbrellas are not optional here; they are 100% necessary.  In the rainy season (Aug - Dec) people carry an umbrella with them all the time because you never know when a sudden downpour will occur.  On several occasions the volunteers have walked to lunch under a beautiful blue sky only to find themselves stuck at the rectory waiting out the torrential rain thirty minutes later.  In the hottest part of the dry season (Mar - Jun) people carry an umbrella with them because of the extreme sunshine beating down on you.  You still sweat when you use an umbrella as a parasol, but my guess is you sweat about 25-50% less.  

When I first came to visit my host offered me an umbrella for the day and I rejected it saying something along the lines of "I like the sun!  I live in Texas!"  After the first day of being in the heat walking around town and noticing that all the Belizeans use umbrellas as parasols, I changed my mind.  Of course I can walk in the sun and I'm not going to die, but let me tell you, we sweat A LOT here, and if I can sweat 25-50% less by carrying an umbrella, it's well worth it!  When in Rome do as the Romans.  When in Belize... carry a parasol!  Who would have thought that after growing up in the South it would take living in Belize to get me to use a parasol.  Belize has brought out my inner Southern Belle :)  You should be proud of me Lisa and Angela!  

on the walk to lunch today

Monday, March 26, 2012

40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 27
Encouragement

Thanks for the encouragement about the blog everyone!  I didn't realize how many people are following my thankfulness everyday!  It seems every time I forget to write, or run out of time, someone emails or facebooks me and tells me they're following, are enjoying it, or are inspired by it.  Writing hasn't ever been my strong suit so it's good to hear people are actually enjoying my sharing :)  Thanks for reading, I'm glad my thoughts are falling on appreciative ears!  God bless you all.     

40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 26
Gentle (and not so gentle) Lessons From God

Do you feel like God has to teach you the same lessons every year?  Especially in Lent?  Well, maybe it's my thick head that makes me need the same lessons over and over again!  Here's what He's been teaching me (again) this week.    

There are times when you're so busy you wonder how you're going to make it through the next day with so little sleep.  You wonder how you can always be working but never really get caught up.  You feel exhausted and you don't see any end in sight.  It's usually those times, when things keep coming up and I have zero time for myself, that God reminds me of something.  THIS IS LIFE.  THIS IS HOW IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE SOMETIMES. It's precisely those times when God is asking us to give more to others (and therefore to Him), to give more than we ever knew possible, to give until it hurts, to love to the point of sacrificing our wants and our time for others.  

I realized this week when I thought one night "I have no time to myself, no time to do what I want to do!".  The next day I was asked to drop off the track team to their meet in a town 8 miles away.  After 2 hours I returned from dropping them off and at first was frustrated that this small task just took 2 hours of my Saturday!  It was then that God reminded me... it's actually a good thing!  A 30 minute task turns into 2 hours and that's life sometimes, you can get frustrated because it's taking YOUR time or you can realize it's not your time anyway, it's God's time and apparently He has differently plans for you today than what you thought.  

It's easier for me to look at other people, in other vocations, and see how they make sacrifices by giving their time and themselves to others.  A husband sacrificing to provide for his family, a wife doing laundry at midnight because there was no chance to get it done for the last week, parents waking up in the middle of the night to feed and change the baby, parents waiting to buy the new vehicle so they can give their kids a good education or a family vacation, and priests and sisters giving their whole lives to love and serve God's people, saying goodbye to their family and friends in order to do what God asks of them and go where God needs them.  It's easy for me to see sacrifices made out of love in all these ways, but I have to be reminded again and again what it looks like for me, in the single life.  It's those little things that annoy you that give you the opportunity to serve God and others everyday.  For me as a teacher it's the opportunity to stay afterschool to help the students struggling with English or to talk to a student about the problems he's having at home.  Do I want to stay afterschool?  ummmm, NO.  But it's how God is asking me to give myself to Him through loving others right now.  Maybe later I'll be changing diapers in the middle of the night, but right now I'm tutoring kids, going to birthday parties, helping with retreats, thinking of creative detentions, walking kids home at night after youth group, having a coke on Sunday afternoon with them, listening to problems, taking someone to the hospital, praying for people, going to basketball games, chauffeuring people in the church van, and keeping my commitments every night of the week when I really don't feel like going.  It's not easy for me because it's not supposed to be easy.  It's not just me; it's not easy for anyone in any situation.  

So, for the remaining two weeks of Lent, I'm not going to try to make it easy, I'm just going to follow God's ques and be open to the opportunities to love and serve those around me, even when it means I don't get enough sleep or get to watch my favorite TV show.  I encourage you to do the same.  Try offering to help a friend or neighbor with their yard work, washing the laundry if you're usually not the one in your family that does it, stop by your grandparents' house for an unexpected visit one evening.  Trust me, it will be more beneficial for you than them :)  Whatever your vocation and situation, God gives us plenty of opportunities to offer our time for others, now we just have to remember to see it as an opportunity not an inconvenience!  

Saturday, March 24, 2012

40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 25
Lenten Procession 

Every year the high school does a Lenten procession of the Stations of the Cross around town.  One of the new volunteers asked me the day before what to expect and I replied that it's pretty much hell!  It's 100+ degrees, the sun is beating down on you, it's disorganized, there are 400 high schoolers not allowed to wear sunglasses or carry umbrellas for shade and they're all telling you "It's hot, Miss" as if you didn't know.  

This year we started with Mass in the church and it was one of the best school Masses of the year.  The students were attentive and well behaved then we started with the procession having 8 students carrying the large float on their shoulders.  After two hours processing around town we ended at the school campus.  I realized about halfway through how differently this year's procession was.  Everything was so organized and the word "chaos" didn't cross my mind once!  I hadn't seen a single water bag on the ground, which is pretty impressive for 400 students not to have a single piece of trash left behind.  I only heard "It's hot, Miss" about 100 times which is much lower than the usual!  And, lastly, so many of the students were actually participating in the prayers.  It was a great procession.  I'm so proud of my students!  

Thursday, March 22, 2012

40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 24
Anna and Marlenee
celebrating their birthday today

What a joy and privilege it is to be a Godparent!  My niece Anna isn't my Goddaughter but she's my niece and it sure feels like it.  When someone asks you to be a Godparent it is such an honor.  They trust that you will help their child get to heaven and in a way, they see something in you they want to foster in their own child.  And in the case where it is an adult asking you to be their Godparent or Confirmation sponsor the person himself is asking for your help, guidance, friendship, love, and example to get them to Heaven.  So, for all you Godparents out there, don't take it lightly!  Pray for your Godchildren everyday, make an effort to be present in their lives, and don't be afraid to have deep conversations about life and spiritual matters... you were asked to be a Godparent, let God use you to the fullest in that role :)  

Happy Birthday, Anna!  

My Goddaughter Beatriz (on the right in the white shirt behind me)

My Goddaughter, Marlenee, Happy Birthday!

My Goddaughter Megan

My Godson Sam taking care of Anna :) 

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 23
Almsgiving

I'm thankful for my friend Sean York and his reflection on Lent for our newsletter (below).  I'm thankful for the reminders God gives us during Lent about how loving each other isn't just giving clothes to the needy, but it's even more about helping others come to know Christ, especially those God has put closest to us in our daily lives.  

Be loving, be joyful, be kind, and don't be afraid to be bold, be strong, be courageous.  BE CHRISTIAN.   It is our privilege to help our friends and family come closer to Christ.      

"St Paul tells us in first Corinthians, “to the weak I became weak as to win over the weak. I became all things to all to save at least some.” 1 Cor. 9:22. Every year Lent is typically the same for me, it consists of giving up some material thing that I love so I can sacrifice for the Kingdom, then about half way through the resolutions I have made end up forgotten and I am typically not transformed by Christ during Lent any more than other seasons. However, this year is different. Radically different, because I am learning what St Paul meant when he said “to the weak I became weak.” This year I am learning what it means to grow in communion with Christ and with my neighbor. I am coming to love Christ in a much deeper way than I knew before. In this Lenten reflection, I don’t want to talk about fasting, or prayer, but instead the one that I always forgot, almsgiving. Almsgiving, as in giving of yourself, giving of yourself totally and completely to another in order to help them get to heaven. This is what Lent truly is about.
If we are truly one Body in Christ, then our whole essence, our whole goal, should be first to love God and then to love our neighbor as ourselves. However, as I look around the world, typically people are not giving up everything, or really anything, for their brother or sister in Christ who is drowning right beside them. In our world there is a spirit of indifference towards our brother. A spirit of isolation prevails. Relativism has corrupted not only the way we think, but the way we interact and effect one another. But the great commandment of love demands more from us. It demands that when we look at our neighbor we have a responsibility for that person, physically and spiritually. It is our privilege to care for our neighbor’s every need. It is not just our own lives that matter, because the people around us are our brothers and sisters in humanity. When we reach the pearly gates God will not only hold us accountable for our own lives, but the impact we’ve had on others.
I never truly understood what St Paul meant when he said “I became all things to all, to save at least some,” until I got to Belize. In essence this is what Lent is about. Almsgiving is to give myself completely to my neighbor and to do whatever it takes to help them. To the intellectual I became intellectual, to the football lover I became a football lover, to the poor I became poor, to the “weak I became weak.” Whatever a person needs I am trying to become so that I can help them turn towards Christ. You see, Christ is the stem of it all. First look to Him, then look to your neighbor, then look back towards Him. To help change others lives one has to become like them. You must meet them wherever they are. In order to meet them you must die to yourself by giving up your wants and desires in order to carry the person next to you back to Christ. John Dunn said, “No man is an island, entire of itself, every man is a part of the continent, a piece of the main.” The Pope tells us in this Lenten season we need a renewal of brotherhood. It is our responsibility to look past our own lives towards Christ and “to be concerned for one another, and not to remain isolated and indifferent to the fate of our brothers and sisters.”
Let us never forget how beautiful the people are around us, and when we see them let us see a reflection of ourselves. This lent let us give ourselves completely to one another and let us not remain as the priest and the levite did in the parable of the good Samaritan when they passed by indifferent to the man stripped and beaten by the robbers (Luke 10; 30-32). Let us stop living for ourselves and reach out to the least of our brothers."  

  

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 22
Tomorrow is Wednesday

What can I say?  Mondays and Tuesdays are always long and I'm so happy tomorrow is Wednesday!  The week just flies by from here till the weekend, especially with March Madness!  :)  

Monday, March 19, 2012

40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 21
My Health

From amoebas, parasites, and food allergies to elbow surgeries, muscles diseases, and cancer. . . I've never been more thankful for my good health.  



40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 20
Mr. Bernard


On Saturday I joined the fourth formers for their day of service.  Half of the class went to an orphanage and the other half went to the nursing home.  While at the nursing home we socialized, played bingo, sang, danced, and help with meals and dishes.  
After I took this picture of the students at the piano the gentleman there in the wheelchair motioned for me to come over to him.  He can't speak or use the right side of his body because he had a stroke but I could tell he wanted to see the picture.  When I showed him the picture on my camera he started wooting and hollering and slapping his knee.  After my surprise at his reaction all I could do was laugh with him.  And soon the nurse and the two students there were laughing with us also.  I found out his name is Bernard and he's a Vietnam veteran.  Apparently many Belizeans served with the U.S. Troops in Vietnam.  Although Mr. Bernard couldn't communicate he was more than happy to listen to everything I would tell him about myself and the United States.  He would laugh and laugh about everything and say one of the two phrases we could understand, "oh man!" or "f---".  It was quite an opportunity for the students and for me to witness his joy.  After I took a picture with him I introduced him to another teacher and asked if she'd take a picture with him just so we could all see his outrageous reaction to the pictures again!  


Thursday, March 15, 2012

40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 19
FUS Mission Group

It seems the effects of La Ruta Maya take a day or two to set in and I've been feeling quite exhausted yesterday and today.  I am very thankful for the Franciscan University Mission group here on their spring break as they are guest speakers in my Religion classes this week.  Today they took my class and I went home early and slept!  

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

40 Things I'm Thankful For

These are the things I was thankful for on La Ruta Maya River Race

Day 15
The Rain

The first day we spent 7 hours and 10 minutes on the river and went 49 miles.  I'm so thankful it had been raining for 4 days straight before the race!  The river was high and the current strong, lots of rapids and we just moved right along.  It was by no means easy, but without all that rain we probably would've been paddling another hour that first day!


Day 16
Cloud Coverage

The second day we spent 7 hours and 55 minutes on the river and went 50 miles.  The current wasn't as strong as the first day and there weren't any rapids.  The sun is so strong here it really takes a lot out of you being in the sun for too long.  Luckily there was cloud coverage half of the day and it even rained which felt so refreshing! 


Day 17
A Shower and Mass

The third day we spent 6 hours and 37 minutes on the river and went 45 miles.  This day was the hardest for me.  We spent the first 2 hours paddling hard to overtake a few teams and to (try) to keep up with the 3 male Canadian teams.  The Canadians eventually pulled ahead :(  Then the last hour or so we spent catching up to a Jamaican mixed team.  They had a faster boat and two men but we decided we could take them and right before the finish we did!  It was such a thrill, and then to find out we made it in under 7 hours (I was hoping to make it 7.5 hours) was great!  We were pretty spent getting out of the boat but we were all excited to head into Belize City, take showers at the parish there, and go to Mass that evening.  After consuming granola bars by shoving them in one bite, camping in muddy conditions, "bathing" in the river, and peeing in the canoe for three days a shower and Mass made me feel human again!  It was so nice.  Thank you Fr. Jeff and Fr. Dennis for lending your shower to some nasty canoe racers!  


Day 18
My awesome teammates
and our friends that came to cheer us on!

I LITERALLY would not have completed the race without my teammates Lucia and Jonathon.  They were so great.  I was amazed at how patient they were in the boat and how they kept pushing and pushing and PUSHING!  The fourth day we spent 3 hours and 45 minutes on the river and went 25 miles.  In a lot of ways this was the worst day for paddling.  The strong seabreeze coming against us and the dead water in the mangrove were tough to get through.  The first hour into the day we pushed as hard as we could to pass one the all male Canadian teams.  Then when we were in the mangrove we heard them talking behind us and said "The Canadians!  Everyone go hard!"  :)  After the mangrove we pushed so hard to keep ahead of them and it was a big finish as we came in about one canoe length ahead of them!  I was so proud of myself and my awesome teammates!  What a wonderful sight to look up and see a whole bunch of people you know cheering you on from the bridge.  Hugs, high-fives, and cheering really made the finish fun!  The priests, sisters, and volunteers came out from Benque to see us finish, along with a former student of mine and friend from Belize City.  Having people support you really makes all the difference!  Thanks to everyone who came out and also to my family and friends supporting me from home :)  

I'll try to get some pictures on here and on facebook soon!  


Thursday, March 8, 2012

40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 14
The (sometimes helpful) way things are done here.

Belize operates a little differently than the U.S. does.  At times it can be frustrating for us Americans who are used to planning and knowing things way in advance.  But, at other times (like today!) it's really beneficial!  Yesterday was election day which means everything from schools to stores are closed.  I heard talk that we may not have school today, but I didn't really pay much attention to it since I thought it was pretty lenient that we had one day off school for voting!  But sure enough, we get to school and about 40% of our student body is all that shows up... so... we didn't cancel school, the classes were shortened to 30 minutes and we had a half day of school!  yay!  The reason the students didn't come is because the they were all up till 2 or 3am waiting for the election results... and today, once again, I am reminded that I do not live in the United States.  Things are done differently here, not better or worse, just differently.  And today, it's definitely different in my favor being that I have a few more hours to get ready for the canoe race!  

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 13
Excel

Where would I be without my gradebook on Excel?  Well... I would pulling an all-nighter to finish averaging my grades before tomorrow.  But thanks to Excel I'm finished with grades at 9:45pm the night before the morning they're due!  

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 12
My Girl Students 

About a month ago I went on a field trip with the first formers (freshmen).  I wasn't too thrilled about this field trip because last year's ended up being 17 hours long (12.5 of those hours were on the bus).  And of course, you're spending the whole day on a bus with 70 14-year-old-girls only to get off the bus and be joined by 70 14-year-old boys!  So, we set out at 5am for Belize City, to visit the House of Culture and the Belize Museum.  You wouldn't believe how excited these kids can be at 5am.  Honestly, the annual field trip is one of the best events for them.  Their bags are full of snacks and they are wide awake!  On the way to Belize City I slept and they took pictures of me sleeping.  As we got closer to the city the girls were all standing looking out the window singing at the top of their lungs (the bus driver was nice enough to play the music they like).  The people on the streets would all turn to look at this loud singing bus as we drove by and the girls would scream and wave.  It was so great to see the faces of the people light up when they saw the joy of these girls.  Everyone, men, women, young, and old couldn't help but smile and wave at them, many of them even started laughing.  It's amazing how contagious joy is.  
We visited the Museum and the House of Culture.  Mostly the girls saw everything as a photo op and I'm thinking about 400 pictures were uploaded to facebook that night.  They don't get the opportunity to travel much and they never get to travel with their friends.  School is their only chance for socializing.  Although Belize City is only 2.5 hours away, many of the girls told me they had never been before.  The House of Culture is right on the water and one girl asked, "Miss, can I go touch the sea?  I've never seen it before!"  To say that field trips are a big deal is an understatement.  


The way home was much the same, singing, dancing, and taking pictures.  There are no rules about standing on the bus, not sitting on the top of the seats, or keeping your hands inside so you can imagine what happens with 70 crazy girls.  By the end of the trip my head hurt from all the noise, but I didn't mind it too much because I know how much the girls enjoyed the day and I enjoyed seeing them that way.  They are loud, they are crazy, they talk constantly in class, they sing at the top of the lungs, they act like super models in pictures, they wear me out, but I love them so much, even their craziness.  Their joy and excitement for life is contagious.  



Monday, March 5, 2012

40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 11
Chinese Food

Those of you who know me well know I didn't eat much Chinese food when I lived in the States.  But around here it's the #1 non-rectory food!  There are many days when the idea of scrambled eggs, rice, and beans for dinner for the 10th day in a row is just too much to bear (or the eggs are gone and it's only rice and beans left) and that's when the Chinese restaurants in town come to the rescue!  The top two choices?  Chicken Chow Mien ($3 US) or a chicken burger with fries ($2.50 US).  

Today I got a chicken burger for lunch.  It has been raining since we woke up (making the wet/muddy walk to the rectory for lunch highly unenjoyable), I'm swamped with grading (didn't want to take the extra time to walk to the rectory and back), and black soup was served in the rectory (sometimes makes my tummy hurt afterwards)... thank God for the cheap Chinese food right around the corner from the school!  AND... the lady that owns it gave me a free pack of gum for no apparent reason!  :)     

Saturday, March 3, 2012

40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 10
The Washing Machine(s)

We have two washing machines at our house.  The old one and the new one.  The old one doesn't wash the clothes too well but the spinner to dry still works.  Unfortunately, you cannot touch the clothes in the washer or the spinner of the old machine or you will be shocked.  The new one we got last spring washes well but takes about half an hour for the water to drain between each cycle and the spinner doesn't work anymore.  So this is how the process goes to do laundry.  

1. use the hose to fill the new washer and wash clothes
2. drain water (off the balcony and into the yard)
3. use hose to refill and rinse the clothes
4. drain water and refill again with hose (usually take two rinse cycles to get the clothes clean)
5. move clothes to the old machine's spinner 
6. plug in the old machine (only after you have the clothes in it to avoid being shocked)
7. hang clothes to dry

You're probably wondering why in the world I'm thankful for my washing machines, especially since it takes hours to do laundry here... the reason I'm thankful is because I HAVE a washing machine.  I'm thankful I'm not washing my clothes on rocks in the riverbed like so many other people here!  I'm thankful it takes me hours to do laundry, not days!  

sorry no picture, I'll try to post one of the washer on Monday for ya!

Friday, March 2, 2012

40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 9
Flowers Year Round

When I went home for Christmas this year I remembered how ugly things are outside when they're brown and dead!  Here we have flowers year round and we're surrounded by green grass, banana trees, palm trees, mango trees... It's quite beautiful, but like everything, when you see it daily you start to take it for granted.  So this morning I took all of these photos on my walk to school.  Another volunteer, Lucia, commented that it was a really nice walk to school.  We took time to "stop and smell the roses" and appreciated the beauty around us.  (no, we don't have roses, it doesn't get cool enough for roses here)  It's hard to make yourself slow down when you're so busy with everything in life... but when you do, it's so worth it! 

part of our backyard







entrance to Mt Carmel High School 



Thursday, March 1, 2012

40 Things I'm Thankful For

Day 8
Favors

lending you money, picking up your lunch, sending your mail, dropping your copies off, subbing your class, doing your dish duty, cutting your hair, cleaning the bathroom, using your computer, borrowing your phone, patching your clothes, buying you a coke, using your tape and scissors, baking you cookies, popping popcorn, listening to you vent, 
praying for you... 
all the things friends do for each other... 
we'd all be in bad shape without favors!